My first real job was working for Louie. Louie owned the vast majority of vending
machines in town. My job was to drive a
cargo van full of candy bars, gum, and pop, restock the machines and bring the
cash back to the office. The only catch
in securing the job was I needed to know how to drive “3 on the tree.” (3
speed manual transmission on the column)
Being 16 and living in a household where automatics were king I had to
learn to shift! The solution: grandpa
and his 1965 green Chevy pick ‘em up truck.
So, one afternoon I went to grandpa’s for my lesson in shifting. He quickly gave me the basics of clutch,
accelerator, stick and the H pattern sequence. Then, he pointed to a nearby field and said,
“go out there and practice.”
I started the truck and made my way to the field sustaining
mild blows of wipe lash as the truck lurched ahead. I practiced the sensory method of shifting
that day: the sound of grinding gears, the smell of burning metal, the
vibrations of the gear shift lever, the sudden glances from field to ceiling of
the truck as my head snapped up on every attempt to shift, and the taste of
humiliation when the truck stalled.
Eventually I emerged from the field successfully able to shift, keeping
the truck running and moving without the need of a neck brace or a new
starter.
Shifting…is another word for change. Most people don’t like change. I love it…especially when it has nothing to
do with me! Because of that, I’ve
realized my resistance to change and the need for it. Shifting or change is
really an opportunity. It can either be
an opportunity filled with apprehension, fear of failure, anxiety, or doubt
which will keep me from learning and moving ahead. Or, it can be full of anticipation,
confidence, new perspective, and success as I progress from point A to point
B.
One of the things I need to keep in
mind is that change is a journey not an event.
Before I learned how to “shift” I was really wondering if I would get
the job. Looking back, the process of change
holds great memories of grandpa and me learning and accomplishing something
new. That’s what I have to keep in mind
when more “shifting” is required of me: enjoy the process and be willing to
learn even if there is pain. So the next time “shifting” is required, I need
lean into the sounds of grinding gears, the vibrations of new feelings, the new
sights of movement, the smell of progress, and the taste of success. What shifting are you experiencing?
Marty